termination of a nightmare which content wasn′t remembered the Dimeter after
awakening without ten five in the morning left not pleasant dryness in a mouth,
the insuperable feeling of thirst which forced it wearily and slowly to pull
down the sleepy body from a bed. Early morning cold like snakes wound her body,
Dee always went to bed bared as it aggravated feelings, led to understanding of
dreams and their transformation in prophetical, to development of the hidden
opportunities of the personality, to what Kant called transcendental unity of
an appertseption. During wakefulness (an empirical appertseption, empirical
consciousness) the reason and only an initial appertseption don′t allow to
clean blinders of subjectively perceived reality (subjective reality) properly
(pure consciousness, a dream, an expanded state consciousness) allows to
perceive reality objectively, to open eyes towards to objective reality.
feeling of thirst brought to the Dimeter on kitchen. Having darted a glance at
the dawn sky which slightly painted a huge window it, having enough wakened by
then, I filled a glass with water and as soon as took it in a hand of force
left it, fingers became wadded as at a rag doll and that hour it unclenched
them. The glass as though in the slowed-down video filming slou-mo began to
fall on a cold milky-white tile. When falling splashes of water mixed up with
the small ringing splinters and the total absence of any foreign sounds and
smells was the strangest that night. It was similar to aircraft when the
fighter breaks a supersonic barrier at which a sound its engine it becomes
heard after considerable removal of the aircraft that oddly happened also to a
sound of a fragile glass.
from fragile glasses, having sharply struck hearing, quickly took control of a
body Dimeters to such an extent that at it potem6nelo in eyes from this painful
sound, to such an extent that she blinked and only after that the sound
stopped. Having opened eyes, she looked round. Huge panoramic windows opened
really fantastic view of the unfamiliar night city: yellowish light in windows
of skyscrapers burned is non-uniform and pulsed, cars, microscopic at a view
from the window, moved very quickly, slowed down speed, all together as if on
pressing of the Pause button stopped and the same happened to clouds, hardly
noticeable in the night sky.
echo reminding more a gale-force wind came from the neighboring room. Having
torn off a look from an urban view, the Dimeter turned the head in that party
from where there was a sound, in passing studying the room: shooters of round
vintage hours with convex glass moved forward, back and were fixed on the white
dial in the middle of a black triangle without figures. Requisitions the
held-down fear of stay in absolutely unfamiliar place followed by the nasty
chill beginning from contact of bare feet with a cold tile on a floor with the
alternating black-and-white color and according to run on a back she took at
first one step towards a sound, then another then the sound became more
distinct – a sound of the flowing water.
been distracted by the slightly opened box of a dresser from which the Bible
was seen. Having opened it and having been surprised to the fact that all pages
were absolutely empty, white, without a uniform word on them the printed
Dimeter passed to the bathroom.
Well and where your girlfriend vanishes? I can′t hold so much the portal opened
— the man of average years, a thin constitution sitting on a toilet bowl cover
dressed in dark blue jeans, a black polo-neck was indignant. His eyes were
hidden under sunglasses with yellow lenses.
Here it! — Oleg turned the head to the Dimeter aside sitting on the edge of the
bathroom and drove a forefinger in the direction counterclockwise on water in
almost full bathroom. Patches of light from the lighting falling on water were
reflected in a mirror ceiling that frightened to the Dimeter much more stranger
when it approached closer to greet and embrace Oleg.
the bathroom in the provision of full drowning with open eyes there was a naked
boy of years of seven-eight, at the same time in reflection on a ceiling of his
eye were closed also the motionless grass which is almost exhaling spicy aroma
in the bathroom reminding whether seaweed whether spices, wasn′t reflected in a
ceiling at all.
Be not afraid, Dee, I am with you — having embraced Oleg calmed.
I since the childhood was afraid of corpses, especially if they nurseries — I
spoke fir-trees the Dimeter.
Well you, are not a corpse at all! On the astral plan there is no death — the
stranger calmed. — It is the portal, the astral copy of the boy Kolenki who now
peacefully sleeps, being in your false world.
The portal for what? — A dimeter I sat down near Oleg who embraced her having
paid attention to absolutely white human skull which is nearby a ritual sword
lying on the shelf over a sink.
In order that from the false world to get to true.
And I can go with you too?
Yes, differently you wouldn′t be here. Really phenomenal abilities to expansion
of consciousness both by means of psikhodelik, and without those, to a
levitation, creation of the telepathic interface were found in you, as well as
in Oleg. The truth we will need to hurry.
spoken the stranger warmed up having bared a huge number of tattoos on all body
which were even on his penis: images of skeletons, hybrids of people with
animals and various demons almost completely covered his body.
Frightens off policemen and other uninvited guests, - he explained.
And from where they undertake? – A dimeter I looked back on the parties and I
saw a huge number of shadows: some of them reminded the died relatives and
acquaintances long ago, others resembled attractive fantasy beings rather, the
third inspired genuine horror.
Who? Policemen? – the strange stranger approached the bathroom. – In conscious
dreams or psychodelic experiments they are attracted first of all by negative
emotions, and on the astroplan – it can be either energy of the portal, or
energy of an artifact.
Yes, the thing which fell of the first to you into hands here in fact is an
artifact, an anchor allowing to return to a starting point of departure.
There now, our Dee seems I ceased to be afraid.
It is time for us, the stranger ordered.
quickly enough undressed having bared the fine body, got into the bathroom, at
first having lowered one leg in warm water, then another and literally in the
eyes entered and was dissolved in a body of the groundless boy.
Well, the Dimeter, give, enter Kolenka! Do you know how many at you still such
portals in life will be?! Yes how many you will wish! It is terrible only for
the first time.
the Dimeter, having listened to the stranger, I took the first step. The
reality right there blossomed before her eyes the brightest kaleidoscope of
paints unprecedented hitherto, billions of stars, constellations and planets
rushed before her eyes, surprising visions of a unification with the world of
flora and fauna fancifully mixed up with the terrifying pictures of technogenic
catastrophes, world wars, concentration camps, sewage, viruses and diseases
then her consciousness slowly returned to the somatic level of perception of
reality through identification of with dopamine and noradrenalinovy receptors
of nervous system, with various structures of a brain. When she opened eyes and
looked round the world around to the Dimeter just struck. Sometimes such works
in which the saturation of color so is overwound occur in the photo or in video
that cuts an eye going to green tone, and surrounding space, the world around
was such: instead of slowly moving or creeping clouds on the sky waves lapped,
colors of this world were is unreal bright and saturated, smells were extremely
sharply felt and they were a certain mix of a lilac and a mowed grass, sounds
of extremely big city on which all three, the stranger, Oleg and Dimetra at a
huge speed on the yellow road leaving for the horizon were carried by a cabriolet
without wheel, the driver and wheels instead of which there was a car bottom
which isn′t concerning the earth if it was possible to call it so, responded
both outside and from where from the head.
Where do we go? – A dimeter I looked around.
To the downtown, to the most important sight in the True world of course.
And why this world true?
Because that world which all of you consider true, only the copy of ours. Now
we pass Moscow city, further you will see the Empire State Building, the Eiffel
Tower, - the stranger answered with quiet tone.
But these miracles of architectural giantism are located in the different
countries, - objected the Dimeter glancing at Oleg who having closed eyes
enjoyed that as on his face there passes the gentle warm breeze.
Only in yours, if one may say so, the world, but not in True. Look!
here the Dimeter all existing sights, and even the Egyptian pyramids appeared
And the main attraction – what is it?
You will see soon. Usually, newcomers see all stages of development of the
That is I will see the lovely boy Kolenka again?
was called the downtown here was the huge square on which it was very populous
and if to peer at the faces of passersby, then many of them were the
celebrities which generally died.
Only in the True world you can get on a session to Siegmund Freud, enter
dialogue with Platon, - the stranger reported going out of the car and inviting
Oleg and Dimetra for itself.
their look the huge black monolith with specularly reflecting surface appeared.
The stranger got from a pocket a black, sharp splinter of triangular shape by
sight from the same material and drew them in air a circle then the strange
black design played a set of small screens and on them the picture with the
most different people continually changed, some of them were in a toilet.
To the first flood of a mirror was two, the first was destroyed by a mud stream
and splinters, partially through the gap punched by a flood between the True
world and a projection – your world, - got to you steel only the remained
Anything to! Kolenka already gray-haired grandfather!
Time not linearly, it is possible to operate an object in any its point, time
and spaces, - the stranger stretched the Dimeter a splinter of the first mirror
and added. — Only is more careful, many what was seen in the second mirror can
frighten you: ghosts, nightmares and demons.
And it who? Just as at cinema! – A dimeter I pointed a finger at a ceremony of
extremely repellent look at which people in black loose overalls in a circle
from black candles in turn had sex whether with the person, whether from a
hybrid of the person and an animal.
It is necessary to be afraid of these because they see us too. It is a ceremony
on disclosure of astral sight.
What to! Kolya is twenty nine years old and he walks with the friend! – A
dimeter I continued to consider Kolya at different age on a set of small
windows in a mirror. Interestingly, and they by means of it can undress at
least? – I burst out laughing the Dimeter.
They aren′t present, but if you want it, that is a great number of others.
stranger squeezed hands Dimeters with a splinter in the and in all mirror
couple from two guys (one looked as the trainer from the gym, the second, on
the contrary, was a thin constitution, with rather professional make-up and in
a beautiful blue dress) going along badly lit night street of the unfamiliar
city were displayed. – Here they can.
And what to me for this purpose to make? To wave a magic splinter?
No, they will make for you everything that you will want if you fill them with
a spiritist of love and care, but I warn - it is pleasure of N for nervous.
And how to make it?
Here actually the spiritist, - the stranger stretched it the small bottle
closed by a rubber lid and five silver coins: in her right palm he enclosed
silver coins of five, three and one, and in her left hand ten and five.
Show them these coins strictly in this sequence.
And all? – she was surprised with amazement having looked at coins.
No, with you two of your new friends and you will go, perhaps, to be necessary
more suitable appearance.
guys with appearance of the Hollywood film actors, and the Dimeter, having
accepted appearance of the porn actress, instantly with them I moved on the
street with two guys who are gently holding hands and going towards motel.
Do you look for an eternal high, children? – one of new "friends"
Wouldn′t tell, - with a gentle and womanly voice the guy in a blue dress
answered. — Just my boyfriend works in one very serious organization and we …
Well, we don′t want that the security service learned about us and therefore we
want to have the room in Heart of night.
a spiritist of love and care" - the voice in the head at Dimeters and it
ordered, having obediently got a bottle from a pocket, opened it.
show them coins"
she made it both guys on the street changed countenance.
Do you look for an eternal high, children?
Well, we tried everything and it would be desirable something new, - and at
this moment there passed one more passerby from whom the Dimeter shuddered as
Oleg wasn′t near.
Here. – I stretched a bubble from opaque glass. – Consider that you found that
of both of these guys immediately extended, without feeling legs both of them
moved to number, took off the friend from the friend clothes and had sex then
"friends" Dimeters evaporated, and it with brightly high spirits
appeared in the city again.
I congratulate, Dee! You performed a task brilliantly! In an award for it you
still some time will stay at us.
stranger, Oleg and Dimetra took seat in a cabriolet again and it rushed even
quicker: the impassable thicket was replaced by frightening gravestones and
when the car stopped to a look to Oleg again and Dimetra the new picture of
beauty appeared, a picture of the unprecedented feast leaving on the scope
somewhere it is far for the pink horizon.
Here all are always full and happy, - the stranger explained.
Without Kolenka it is hardly possible to feel happy.
And you glance in a splinter.
I looked at a splinter which immediately accepted white color and I saw the
portal quite old there, ate moving legs.
There now and everything, is time for you.
But how??? I don′t want to leave from here! Here it is so fine!
You will be able to come here so much how many you will want. Give, we will say
goodbye, we will close behind ourselves the portal – and prior to new meetings.
the stranger spoke all this three appeared near the bathroom with the drowned
Close the portal, Dee.
How to make it? – it wiped tears.
You can read it the poem or sing a song.
lady shuddered, and tears
to boil as a surf:
a little bit were late,
anything dreams and dreams,
the world there is a lot of sad prose:
to love you isn′t free,
am given another,
a little bit were late,
Yongi-Bongi-Boy!" - Oleg, rather the first that came to his mind quoted
Oleg spoke the last words in the same mode as in the slowed-down video filming
at a videotape pro-hank glass splinters right there gathered in a hand Dimeters
in the whole glass back.